New year…new start
Can’t believe it’s the new year already, doesn’t feel like a year has gone by but omg has a lot happened within that year!
I finally graduated after everything that happened…maybe meaning i can move on at last. I have a new job which i’m starting in three days. Really looking forward to it, don’t feel like my degree was a waste now! I unfortunately haven’t managed to move out of home yet, but i’m working on that…although i have got the most amazing new boyfriend…who at the moment looks like he’s for keeps 
i couldn’t be happier right now…what a way to start the new year!
portfolio and interview
wow! I haven’t blogged for ages! So much has happened since I last posted.
Where to start?! So I finally finished all my uni work and moved back home…then 3 weeks later I disappeared off to Canada for 5 weeks! Had an absolutely amazing time seeing Rebecca get married, was the most beautiful wedding and my bridesmaid dress was gorgeous!! Then it was all systems go when I got home, working at the leisure centre (again) whilst trying to find a more permanent job…no luck as of yet!
I have finally created my portfolio (again) and it’s now up online, just needs a few tweaks but it’s pretty much good to go…and had an interview today…first one for a web based company…scary stuff! Should hopefully find out next week :-/
Other areas of my life seem to be going pretty good too. Graduation in 4 weeks…Jo’s hen night in 5 and then the wedding in 6! Another day of bridesmaid duty…I actually can’t wait! Busy times!
finished
wow! i’ve actually finished…against all the odds i’ve completed my degree! it feels weird, i can’t believe i’ve actually done it.
finished…
i’m kinda freaked right now, have finally handed in my major, along with my career plan, just the PA to go and i’ve written it, just need to get people to sign some shizz before being able to hand it in, scary stuff! the end is in sight
major….
soooooo fucked off right now! was doing really well with my major and then the fucking stupid server goes all gay and destroys it! argh! can’t do any more work until it’s sorted out as can’t test any of it! just want it finished with now, it’s getting annoying!
Dissertation…done
I’ve finished! Handed it in on Monday and couldn’t be more relieved! Just gotta get on with my major now…fun fun fun!
dissertation time…
almost finished!!! impressive huh? i think it helped that i got really into it, was a really interesting subject major is kind of on hold but hopefully as of next week will get back on track with that too!
problem
i think i have a problem. there is obviously something wrong with my brain. i feel like absolute shit, but for some reason i still stayed at work for the full shift last night, and turned up for work today (only to be sent straight back home again). i’m now at home and feeling guilty that i haven’t been to the gym. what the hell is wrong with me! i’m also feeling guilty for eating more than i’m supposed to on my diet. i’m ill for crying out loud! what the hell is wrong with me, after everything that happened two years ago you would think that i would be able to look after myself, but no, i’m doing it all again, working too hard and not giving myself a break…when will i learn?!?!?!?!?! even as i’m writing this i’m still thinking that i really should have gone to the gym even though i’m feeling shit…wtf!!!!!
update…
ok, so it’s the beginning of february already, scary! still have so much work to do! dissertation is due in end of march, although got it in my head that mine has to be done by end of feb, so kinda panicking, but not so bad because if it’s not completely done by then i won’t fail, just means i have to juggle it with work, which i don’t really want to have to do…it’s coming along fairly well, done my interview with my ‘case study’ and got all my research pretty much done, written about 2000 words, although i imaging most of that will change/be moved/removed! will see what happens. major is kinda coming along, although haven’t really done too much to it at the moment, got the research-y bit done though, so all the ‘tips and tricks’ are written, decided what recipes to include on the site and some other bits and bobs, just gotta get the filming done now and put it all together, shouldn’t be too bad, but we shall see!
Back in Bournemouth
Ok, so I’m back in Bournemouth now, have been for almost a week but still haven’t got any work done, oops! Not liking the snow either, getting kinda annoying now! Can’t believe we get barely any lectures for the rest of the year, crazy! Hoping to have at least jbe decent-ish chapter written for my dissertation by the time I go and see Pat next Wednesday, hoping when I go into Uni with Leanne on Thursday that I get the kick up the but I need to get on with it as at the moment I’m lacking the motivation, not good! Oh well, will get there eventually!
